Thursday, December 29, 2005
with a new year comes a new blog.
do the necessary,
chaiii.blogspot.com
LOVE.
12:31:00 AM
her point of view;
with a new year comes a new blog.
do the necessary,
chaiii.blogspot.com
LOVE.
12:31:00 AM
her point of view;
Friday, November 11, 2005
Scenes from halloween @ zouk.
Enjoi!
8:46:00 PM
her point of view;
Friday, October 28, 2005
200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs,
but you don't care at all, at all.
you wouldn't even smile if i were screaming
as the water filled my lungs, my lungs.
you demand to be chased for your love.
my desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
but you don't care at all.
there's nothing i can do to draw you close to me.
can you take this silence like a pill so i can breathe again?
i've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
i'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.
please be home tonight.
i'll die if i don't get a chance to make this just right.
i'm sorry but i can't forget about the way i feel every time you're here.
what would it take for me to be with you?
i swear i'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed.
please be impressed.
i'd go so far to please you
but i bet you wouldn't care at all, at all.
hopeless love, please leave me.
this broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long.
yhy don't you care at all?
i'm dying for a place in your heart.
can you take this silence like a pill so i can breathe again?
i've been trying to ignore the best parts of you.
i'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.
please be home tonight.
i'll die if i don't get a chance to make this just right.
i'm sorry but i can't forget
about the way i feel every time you're here.
hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
this broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
and now i regret the day we met.
and help me forget your name.
spell me sickly but i would like to be lindsay lohan, nicole richie, paris hilton and hilary duff's skinnyscrawnyboney bodysize.
i won't starve but all i'd eat is greens.
i've stocked up caesar salad in the refrigerator for all day and all night long consumption.
i'm ready, get set and going down numerous dress sizes.
hello organics, goodbye my beloved carbs (it was nice while you lasted).
2:25:00 PM
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Sunday, October 23, 2005
gabriel, gabriel and gabriel.
that's all that matters.
3:38:00 PM
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
(@ KM8)
and it has been 9 lengthy days since i last posted an entry.
with that week or so, it has beeennn very fruitful.
1. i mugged, really.
but with the mugging, came the snacking.
and with the snacking, came the sudden gain in weight.
2. i forced myself to school for the night study session from 5pm to 8pm.
it's the onlyy option i have if i want full force concentration.
and better, i do not have food or the laptop secretly distracting me.
3. it was my birthday on the 28th.
i didn't go to school.
the girls, rachel and dee and i had jap for lunch.
in the evening, the family took me out for western and bought me the pair of 'melissa loverobots' heels and sweatpants from zara and eextra cash to pocket.
4. narene's birthday, the following day.
i apologise i was five hours late?
5. the luge at sentosa and KM8 in the evening.
drink and drink and drink and and swim and dance and eat and drink and drink and eat and drink and swim and eat and drink and dance and swim and eat and drink and etc.
4:38:00 PM
her point of view;
Friday, September 23, 2005
i will not remove any entry in my blog.
(it is where i form my opinions)
first, your argument has no substance?
with your intelligence level, i will phrase things simple for your understanding.
i brought up the past to remind you of how stupid (it's the only word) an error you made.
everyone would understand the meaning of the term: 'how now brown cow'
but my dear, you didn't.
in a second, you got raging mad, without understanding who it was directed to, you had this thinking that it was mirdat.
get over your insecurities, please?
about the recent issue, you looked beyond my honest intentions.
it's your decision if you want to get angry.
i will have to understand that you are just a very insecure girl who thinks every other girl is out to get your boyfriend.
seriously, no one has time for that or it's just impossible because he is out of reach.
since you want me not to care for yourself and him, i'll leave my entries intact.
if i were to remove them, it would mean i care for him so much that i wouldn't anyone to see his name, wouldn't it?
i guess there's no use for the yellow ribbon project because when i supported an imprisoned friend, a whole mess came out of it?
OH WELL, BESIDES OUR FALLING OUT, MY DAY IS JUST GETTING BETTER.
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would leaving an entry on my blog mean i've no respect for myself?
and did i mention that i wanted to know what prison is like?
maybe mirdat can tell me what it's like when he gets released.
and you're insecurities have taken better of you.
i wonder how you could change a simple act of support to become one that's so disgusting.
disgust in the form that i'd want to take your imprisoned boyfriend.
firstly, it's highly impossible and secondly, i have better things to do.
so clara tan, i'll let you go believe whatever nonsense you're stirring up on your own.
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something more eyecatching.
my prom outfit will be either the foreground or background.
1:52:00 PM
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
you're the most superficial fucknut i've ever come across and and an insecure mofo to add.
did you think that my paragraph below was directed to mirdat?
I'M SORRY BUT MIRDAT IS SO PASSE.
here's a little lowdown for you, just so you know.
i was aware that mirdat is in prison serving time.
i asked you because you would know better and it'll help to clarify with you instead of believing what others talk.
and why did i suddenly think about mirdat?
BECAUSE MY SCHOOL KEPT EMPHASIZING THE YELLOW RIBBON PROJECT THAT SUPPORTS IMPRISONED PEOPLE WHO SHOULD DESERVE A SECOND CHANCE.
and since it has to do with imprisonment and the fact that your love is in prison, everything linked.
that's how thoughts started to run and i personally asked you.
WHY ON EARTH WOULD I STEAL YOUR BOYFRIEND WHO IS IN PRISON?
i'm sorry i am sounding harsh but face reality because it's going to blow up in your face.
so just do yourself and everyone a favour,
1. face up to reality.
2. quit making false accusations.
3. ask before you make a wrong comment.
4. your boyfriend is in prison so quit being insecure about anyone stealing him.
5. learn what 'how now brown cow' means.
6. stop having this thinking that everyone is out to get you and him.
7. appreciate what people are trying to do for you.
8. look beyond your insecurity and actually see the good intentions.
i think i just had about enough of you.
HUR.
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TALK ABOUT INTERESTING!
librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking.
they have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.
they have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them.
but they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth seems to them self-evident; and among their faults is an impatience of criticism and a greed for approval.
but their characters are on the whole balanced, diplomatic and even tempered.
librans are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism - they are the kind of people of whom it is said, "they always make you feel better for having been with them."
they are very social human beings.
they loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them.
their cast of mind is artistic rather than intellectual, though they are usually too moderate and well balanced to be avant garde in any artistic endeavor.
the negative tibran character may show frivolity, flirtatiousness and shallowness.
it can be changeable and indecisive, impatient of routine, colorlessly conventional and timid, easygoing to the point of inertia, seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; and yet librans can shock everyone around them with sudden storms of rage.
one negative aspect about the libran is that they can become gossippers.
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