her blemishes framed;

Sunday, June 29, 2003

i hate you, i love you
i just can't remember to forget you
who are you, who needs you?
you make me feel alive, i die, so high
i'm crawling on the ground
i have found I can fly

one of these days it all comes together
one of those days that goes on forever
think i sound crazy? maybe, whatever
what's it all about?

it's about life, it's about fun
it's over before it has begun
it's about you, it's about me
it's about everything between and I say
i'm saying goodbye to you, i say hi to you with no clue
it's about time that i
make up my mind

it's simple, confusing, the truth is i'm winning but i'm losing
and pulling and pushing, won't do me any good
it could, it should
i'm honest to myself that the truth is I lied

one of these days it all comes together
one of those days that goes on forever
think I sound crazy? maybe, whatever
what's it all about?

time is creeping behind me, surrounding around me
fading the words so desperately
now give me a reason that I can believe in
time is something you can't rewind
one of these days it all comes together
one of those days that goes on forever
think I sound crazy? maybe, whatever
what's it all about?

10:15:00 PM

her point of view;

it's a sunday. what else is new? pure dead boredom the whole day. yups. slept at three and woke up at one. so freaked that i won't be able to get up tomorrow morning. and it'll be a brand new term. school. argh. screw it. i mean everyone else, i bet is facing the same problem as me. so it pretty much doesn't make much of a difference. argh. i went for a swim just now, and actually encountered a damn pervert! i was swimming with nat, jade, kyna, duanne when this freak of a nature happened to be tagging us. he had his goggles on and started swimming behind us all the time. like when we swam to the left, he would continue going straight ahead of us but his head would turn to our direction. ergh! likee stop being so pervertish. ewww. the sight of him made us so grossed-out! duanne keptt doing the middle finger to him underwater. wish those kind of species didn't exist. go read the papers nowadays. you'll only be reading about guys who just can't stop raping and killing girls. like what pleasure do they get after killing them. watch a show on HBO last night, about this serial rapist cum. killer. ergh! he could kill ninety-seven girls like in a few months. did things like bribe them and lure them using different or same tactics. gosh. american girls can also be very vunerable. look out yeah. hmmm. freaks you out. this world is getting oh-so-dangerous!

6:45:00 PM

her point of view;

yups. decided on changing my blog and revamping a few stuffs. diaryland just gives you so much problems with the server! it's always so damn full! and yeah. gonna try as much to do my daily blogging whenever i can. hope this blogger thing doesn't give me as much trouble. and yups it's pretty much simpler to use. ah-ha! well well, school's up in a few days. like pretty much a few hours countdown. can't decide whether to be happy becos' boring day's are gonna be over or whether getting back to the books is a good idea. gee. can't wait to see my classmates though. been pretty much awhile since i had those feelings of sitting in class and staring into space. or just laughing out with rina and all. hmmmph. so i guess monday will be the day for me to experience shit all over again. early mornings. late afternoons. nagging to start studying. boredom all day long. but hey! i can't wait till next week! ross is comin' home to where he should belong. and so is luigi aye. so yups. lookin' forward to all that. hehs. okie. nightnight. it's quite late already. needaa use the phone. takkaire! laters.

2:36:00 AM

her point of view;

i've moved. yups. my old blog is http://pinkkcoww.diaryland.com. yups. smugs!

1:51:00 AM

her point of view;