Wednesday, December 31, 2003
just got back from my awefully 'fun' vacation with my family.
malaysia.
'truly asia'.
alright.
started at kuantan.
a sleepy drive of 7 hours or so.
took the backroads so it felt longer.
one laner and no toll counters.
more stops and animals to look at.
so that's about it.
i guess three quarts of the journey, i was just sleeping and listening to my mp3 that was replaying a zillion times.
it's amazing how you see animals out of no where.
goats. cows. cats. dogs.
weird fusion.
but anyhow we spent only a night at kuantan.
pretty alright for a resort and the beach was fantastic.
smooth sand and low tides.
not too crystal clear but really much prettier than what you'll get in singapore.
had a massage and damn was it just relaxing.
uplifts and rejuvanates and muscle toner.
lasted a good hour and a half.
moving on.
next day we headed a two hour drive to kuala lumpur.
alas, some life.
singapore better watch it's back.
kl's becoming more lifely.
shopping and even clubbing areas are getting few steps higher.
also, their clubs are pretty hip and zouks opening in m'sia.
how odd is that.
well.
did a bit of shopping and headed back to our executive apartment.
toilet view was zoinky.
petronas towers.
the highest building in the world.
not bad.
at night, we took a slow drive to time square.
supposedly a new mall they built.
now this is something not to miss.
there's an indoor theme park in it.
and i mean THEME park.
it's totally large and in built inside the mall.
it cost us 20 riggit, 10 sing dollars, to get in for unlimited rides.
rollercoastes, g-forces and all sorts.
i reckon you go there.
it was just wholly molly.
large rollercoasters that actually go 360 degrees round.
wow isn't it.
and at the same time, my sis and i made friends with the ride
operater.
twenty year old.
i wouldn't say UGLY.
looked like sher.
[kloots would know who sher ikbal is right]
totally friendly and outgoing.
yupps.
returned after two hours of good fun.
. . . and so.
stayed there for two nights and drove towards melaka.
yesyes, ghost town.
it's totally quiet and we kept going in circles finding our hotel.
felt homesick toos.
totally the hotel was freaky.
had a victorian layout.
like a fullerton/raffles hotel fusion but in a weird background.
felt so ghostly.
sissyly, i was scared to bathe or walk to the next room to my mum.
harhar.
anyways enough of m'sia.
home is where i'd wanna be and no where else.
now i'm off to get my much lost sleep.
ta!
1:32:00 AM
her point of view;
Friday, December 26, 2003
this goes out to my kloots.
girls.
i editted our kloot blog.
thought that we may argue over the template being whatever colour it would be.
so i decided on something colourful.
at least we'd know that our favourite colour happens to blend in.
anyhow.
i added a tagboard but it quite did not appear.
i've got the passwords and username for the tag so i'll give it to you soon.
i set up all the links already.
hope it's better than our plain befores.
if you're wanting to see the changes than i guess you'll seem em' in the template settings.
i'm off to m'sia.
smuacks.
merry x'mas again.
1:58:00 AM
her point of view;
Thursday, December 25, 2003
merry merry x'mas my sweethearts!
it's finally x'mas huhs.
after waiting a long twelve months and twenty four days.
but somehow it just doesn't feel like x'mas.
afternoon started with running errands.
just me and my daddy.
bought christmas dinner ingredients and my mum whipped everything up so neatly just for dinner.
we took a drive to cadelcott later to collect my daddy's prize.
he won something useful.
golden village gold class tickets worth $88.
how spunk is that?
night ended with a really classy dinner by my mum.
just so filling.
yumms!
went for midnight mass late night at st ignatius.
they did a pretty good job in upgrading the building just that somehow it's too big yet too small.
harhar*.
we ended up standing for a wiggly long time.
it's amazing who goes to church nowadays.
saw tons of people there.
i can't believe jielun goes to church!
lols.
sorry luns.
came home later after church and bhav took me and my sis for a drive.
i just adore his car.
it smells so leathery yet so just nice.
took a spin to holland v and we had coffee bean.
saw church people there too.
just that they were from a different church.
i'm basically a church hopper.
lols.
anyways gonna do some tanning nows.
smuacks.
btw, i won't be blogging for a real long time.
i'll be off to malaysia tommorrow.
so it'll be no blogging for about six days or so unless there happens to be a computer over there.
i'll buy my kloots something from there alright.
ta!
1:38:00 PM
her point of view;
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
What attracts people to you?
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boy are those results shocking.
well i did answer honestly.
no white or black lies between.
blogging tmr.
ta!
2:46:00 AM
her point of view;
Monday, December 22, 2003
getting connected.
this is my next' camera.
`crosses fingers and prays her mummy will get it right out of the shop for a christmas present.
panasonic d-snap sv-as10.
$499, 2.0 mega pixel, four times digital zoom!
that's my next target.
you'd think that it was mobile phones that could do anything.
multi-tasking, organizer, gaming devices and a cool built in camera.
but digital camera's are catching up real fast.
yeah they aren't to be outdone.
this cool device can dial up your best friend.
so it also can convert pictures from full colour to black and white or sepia.
well already my husband can do that.
sony ericsson t610.
it can also act as a video cam with sound and even plays up to 10 hours of WMA or MP3 music.
but the question, the only worry you've got at hand is: which colour- orange, silver or blue?
honestly, silver does well for me.
oh heck.
just boosting that camera's ego.
it's all about the money.
darn.
anyways.
gotta run.
time for my long awaited lux shower.
ta!
11:45:00 PM
her point of view;
today's topic will be specifically on shampoo.
not a normal topic but hell yah.
firstly i'll talk about my normal.
which is dove.
bought it awhile back.
so the 'dove' adverts are the real comical.
they make it sound so spastically sarcastic.
but in actual fact, it isn't.
your hair will really feel like how those nitwits put it on the telly.
just one bad point to add in, the smell of the shampoo is really far too strong.
it was this painful smell.
the kind that you'd smell and it'll hurt your smelling senses.
lols :)
what a way to put it.
so i got a new one tested today.
lux.
though i boycotted that brand for some reason, i bought it today.
now this one's a real goody.
it has that 'welcoming' smell.
the kind that'll make you stay put in the bathroom just washing your hair alone.
and it's after effects are real guarantee assured.
so perhaps i should quit my advertising here and you slobs should go try it.
lols :)
understand me.
i've tried all the brands before.
even the indian ones.
[but don't doubt the indian ones, their good for certain stuff like faster growth of hair and it makes it feel so baby soft.]
don't push your racism to a bottle of shampoo.
it's not the way to go.
lols :)
12:40:00 AM
her point of view;
Saturday, December 20, 2003
fcukstration.
don't you just hate it when it rains on a saturday?
just puts your mood real off.
expecially when you're dressed for that perfect sunshiney day and all of a sudden, it rains.
you're just unprepared.
it can get so slippery and it'll be hard walking up slight slopes and especially those eeky marble tiles.
urgh.
so much so that i've started carrying a jacket for emergency rainy days.
so today was real squirky.
was in the train from the airport heading towards town.
as usual, me and deedee would make ourselves amused at every single slight thing in the train.
laughing as were already, this man walked past and stood 10cm away from me.
feeling the nugde on my back due to the crowdiness, i turned around and it made me laugh harder.
practically the whole train was giving us weird stares.
this guy was just pure strange.
he had not just any goatie or beard.
this was a pretty sharp haired one and it was so little.
imagine how catfishes look like.
i'm serious it look right the same.
and the thing is, it's amazing how people grow hair on their cheeks.
like what animals do such as rats?
he looked so much like a catfish on prowl.
lols :)
we couldn't help but keep laughing.
i guessed he knew.
he turned around ninety degrees to only know now that he faced us and watched us so deeply?
i just controlled so eagerly.
this is one weird heck of a man.
trains are awesome places for a outing of humour.
added: pictures into my album. it's under //angels with dirty faces. check under the neoprint album. yupps.
11:42:00 PM
her point of view;
added: neoprints.
it's all under //angels with dirty faces.
much love*!
she comes and goes and comes and goes.
like no one can.
she comes and goes and no one knows.
she's slipping through my hands.
she's always buzzing like neon.
who knows how long.
she can go before she burns away.
john mayer - neon.
12:30:00 AM
her point of view;
Thursday, December 18, 2003
harhar*.
so satisfied : )
went on a shopping spree.
mango's having this really big sale.
and i mean big to the point of gigantic.
everything has been waived to a real low price.
clothes that use to cost a $100 over have been lowered to about $20 or $30 bucks.
there's this racer back top that i wanted to get a while back would have cost me $50 over.
but it lowered till $16.
i couldn't help it but get it.
moreover, this costly pink black jacket which i eyed alot for like a month ago which originally cost $99 was waived down till $30 odd.
again, i bought it.
it's really pretty.
lols : )
and this pink//black wallet.
being both my fave colours and it was fusioned together then why not right?
after all it only cost me a few bucks.
i'll prolly give to it my sister.
shruggs.
see how good that sale is?
walked on to the lingerie section at taka and this lingerie set caught my eye.
harhar*.
pierre cardin.
it's a striking hot pink with black on it.
looked pretty oriental.
just couldn't get my eyes off it.
so i bought it.
lols : )
managed to get my sister's x'mas gift on the way.
hope she'll like it somehow.
i thought it's cute and handy.
now i'm feeling like my wallet has a major hole.
guess i'll stop right here.
until x'mas shopping really comes.
lols.
just hung off the phone with eric.
poor fella.
he's all tired out in NS.
would those knock outs just give him a break.
lols.
he got a yecking from his sgt.
he was practically falling off to sleep and yawning all through the talk.
got a bit of bad words from his sgt.
things like fucker and you knows.
give my buddha a break will ya?
anyways.
i'm off.
needa go keep that doink company.
gabriel: heys. you're another big time liar. so don't start pointing your tiny fingers at me. and you do know what i want for christmas right. i hinted remember? well save the sms and it may come in handy whenever you get the cash. smirks.
8:42:00 PM
her point of view;
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
philophobia - fear of falling in love.
* guess that's the phobia for the season.
worth-its.
kelly clarkson - the trouble with love is.
maroon 5 - sweet goodbye.
norah jones - turn me on.
lynden david hall - all you need is love.
sugababes - too lost in you.
nicole kidman - all you need is love.
craig armstrong - glasgow love theme.
texas - i'll see through it.
mariah carey - bringing on the heartbreak.
8:27:00 PM
her point of view;
i know what i want for x'mas.
start cracking up your piggy banks and run to your nearest cd store.
cos i'm wanting the 'love actually' soundtrack.
but hold your horses.
i don't want a group of people getting me the same thing now do i?
just one person can volunteer for this.
talk among yourselves and figure out.
smuacks!
just got home not long ago.
i wore my pink sweater today.
yays*.
was so darn lazy to dress up.
put on my denim shorts and pink overs and just went out with slippers.
hayl's got xbox.
wowwwers.
it's on a long term loan.
her cousin works for upload.
by the way, it's a magazine.
so she gets to test out loads of stuff.
so xbox was it.
and i conquered it today.
lols : )
played some voodoo vince game.
it's so 'uber' cool.
you go around killing gingerbread man and collect marbles and potions on the way.
beat the evil scrutinizing big guy and save this old hag.
madam charmaine.
lols : )
totally cracks you up.
harhar*.
okay.
i'm off-ing nows.
just gonna leave a few shout outs.
//*gabriel qu yao wu: you little gatsby boy of mine. thanks for being so ever tolerant and patient with me. and i'm not a liar! i said i hate you and it's a lie. and i said i love you but yet again it's a lie. so either ways i'm lying. sure you'll be a quick learner. i learnt it from you. lols : ) and stop making things hard on me. you'll get it back one day. i'll make life so difficult for you. understand?
dees: so much to say so little time. catch up soon huns.
hayls: cheer up kies. i guess you're totally messed up. clear it up soon and neatly. i'm sure he'll understand rights.
will help you out whenever you need.
8:14:00 PM
her point of view;
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
yayyers!
caught my long awaited movie today.
love actually.
it's really the nicest movie ever.
but it somehow makes you feel spotlighted.
that's if you're outta love and christmas just doesn't feel like christmas for you this time.
that's exactly the way i'm feeling.
it's all about the loneliness.
guess some people would know how that feels.
can't feel abit of the christmas thing coming up.
all i can think of is that school is beginning and it'll be back to books for me.
books books and nothing but books.
my mind is just totally skipping christmas.
and i'm going overseas soon and neither can i feel that coming.
gees.
so much on my mind nows.
but cheered off a little.
my buy for today was a pretty pink sweater from zara.
cost: $36
prretty good ayes.
oh and i have to advertise this chocolate milkshake i had today.
it's totally YUMS.
it's just all chocolatey.
chocolate lovers like me could make this a daily thing.
shaked with chocolate milkshake and chocolate ice cream.
cost: $4.50
total bummer right.
but it's real stuff to get high on.
hurhur*.
anyways.
my gum kid has gone in for NS.
sheeks.
being the deaf girl i am, i didn't hear him calling my mobile in the morning.
and i promised him i'd pick up before he actually gets in.
i DIDN'T.
and i'm feeling so angry at myself.
thinking of it, i've no one to disturb.
no one to go staring at the glass of his workplace.
no one to chill with while he takes his smoke break and lunches.
no one to snatch gum from.
no one to borrow his buddha bangles.
cos' he's all gone.
gone to be a MAN.
miss him and his hair.
long blonde is just totally turned into jetblack.
erm bald?
well.
no worries pumpkin.
i'm sure it'll grow back soon.
wink*.
ta.
off to sleep nows.
before i tuck in, head on here alrights!
http://62.189.42.125/12stisofchristmas/12-stis.swf
10:46:00 PM
her point of view;
it is being one thirty in the early hours of the morning.
and yet again i'm not able to get myself to sleep.
perhaps of the day napper which i had.
got up real early compared to my normal.
had to go purchase my school books.
looking at my new books puts me right in a dilemma.
whether i'm ready to face school as my n's are this year.
or maybe i'm just excited to see my friends on the first day of school, have lunch and get home and feel the dread of waking up at six everyday for the next few days when school reopens.
sheesh.
lunch was at holland v.
ate this superd wanton soup.
and it's real filling.
five huge wantons in.
then met up with mervs and came back.
so when i came home, i got back into bed at one.
woke up at seven and went to meet hayls after seven thirty.
dreamt an awkward dream.
mirdat was in it.
and the background was the zoo.
pretty much at night.
so i guess night safari would fit better.
weird but maybe it has a sign?
oh wells.
i'm so tired.
but not to the point of sleepy yet.
worst off, no one seems to be online.
well one was, but has appeared to be offline.
we were so tipped that we were talking about icecream.
'interesting' topic.
//makes me ache for ben and jerry's.
the only clown keeping me company right now is sher ikbal.
groovy huhs?
he's been smsing me asking me all sorts of questions.
weirdo.
gonnaa knock him in the head when i see him next.
that's if, if i can reach.
blah blah.
he's just way up tall.
argh.
the feeelings of christmas aren't around.
i haven't even started shopping.
irks.
tommorrow i guess aye.
alrights.
nights my fella's.
gonaa knock in.
smuacks!
1:36:00 AM
her point of view;
Monday, December 15, 2003
i've grown sick
i've gotten older
i finally have an audience to ignore
i can yell all i want
but you still can't hear me
i'm punching myself out
holding in my breath
i can take this lightly
throwing up the words that i said to you
i always do what i'm not supposed to
here's to us fools
that have no meaning
i tip my glass to you
let's toast the night away to friends
and forget about tomorrow
i might say things you don't want to hear
but someday you might care and i won't be there
no i won't be there here's to us fools
that have no meaning
i tip my glass to you
let's toast the night away to friends
and forget about tomorrow
i'm punching myself out
holding in my breath
i can yell all i want
throwing up the words that i said to you
i always do what i'm not supposed to
here's to us fools that have no meaning
i tip my glass to you
let's toast the night away to friends
12:19:00 AM
her point of view;
Sunday, December 14, 2003
disney movie! what the HELL are you doing taking
this quiz, goldilocks?! you're not a very
sexual person...in fact, you're probably a
virgin. you'd be better off trying your hand at
voice-overs for a saturday morning cartoon.
What kind of porno would you star in?
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you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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10:02:00 PM
her point of view;
argh.
i found the perfect lyric for the way i quite feel nows.
no cruel intentions.
well it's been a while
since i looked into your eyes
never dreamed i'd see you tonight
and it's interesting that i
just don't feel a thing
for the so called love of my life
we used to be close
but you didn't love me
we used to be best friends
but you never really cared
i let you into my soul
didn't know you couldn't be trusted
it took me so long to forget
all the little things we shared
and now you want me back again
after my heartache and suffering
i was your fool
but that's all in the past
so sorry boy, but you had your chance
see, i spent so many sleepless nights
trying to block you from my mind
i was so convinced
i'd die without you once upon a time
now my eyes are open and i can see
you were devious and shady
only trifling with me
where were you when i needed you most
would've done anything to hold you close
would've given the world to be back in your arms
but you left me so torn apart
and now you want me back again
after my heartache and suffering
i was your fool
but that's all in the past
so sorry boy, but you had your chance
3:04:00 PM
her point of view;
wee-u-wee.
i'm gonna call myself the evil bitch this month.
due to my long emotions of bad moodiness and being so persistant this month.
i just can't seem to find myself some inner peace.
there's a terrible traffic jam in my head.
and trust me.
it's getting worse.
it's so crummy nows.
everything seems be getting so suspicious and unwelcoming.
things that i really want to say, can hardly come outta my mouth.
i'm finding it so hard to express what i've got to say.
and when i don't put it neatly, you* get the wrong idea of what i mean and everything just goes the opposite.
i just hope we can sit down and clear all this mess we've made.
i don't want things to turn into a knot.
smoothen out shall we?
on the other part, things are getting so mixed up.
not suring how i feel or you feel.
it's all about the butterflies.
gees.
lols.
alright.
gonna tuck in.
1:02:00 AM
her point of view;
Friday, December 12, 2003
updated: added three pics in kloots album. to link yourself there, go to //angels with dirty faces and just keep flippin'.
evening was just totally and absolutely
beautiful//crazy.
sat down at the swing and just laughed our little scractchy asses off.
never felt so at ease for a day in my life.
messaged that friggin' slow snappy turtle the whole day.
and i'm still aching to know whether he gets what a snappy turtle is.
stayed out a little late and just yecked about the opposite sexes the whole night.
yes.
guys.
a really boring subject but today it seemed somehow fun.
i guess i'm feeling the same emotions as hayl right this moment.
wells.
what can i say.
it's just the power of . .
god knows what.
snappy turtles?
lols.
stay tuned for more tommorrow.
merv// you roxxors. and horlicks withdrawal symtoms are totally roxxors too. argh. i feel smitten for you toos!
hayls// miss all smitten. i'm just totally blank as to what i wanna say exactly to you. it just can't come outta my mouth. argh. but love you loads and wait for more to come sweet chics.
11:47:00 PM
her point of view;
don't misjudge my intentions.
and whatever i do or say for you, i hope you'll take it.
everything will be back to normal.
and i'm hoping and wellwishing that this whole nightmare will be over soon.
cos' i just want to see you happy.
the sight of you with a frown just irks me.
so bad that at times, i just get so confused and feel belittled by all this trouble.
we're gonna clear this up together.
slowly.
this is just all in puzzles.
but please don't get my intentions wrong.
p.s. pick up your phone and dial my number nows.
there's just so much i need to say to you and yet such little time to get through it.
don't go changing
to try and please me
you never let me down before
don't imagine you're too familiar
and i don't see you anymore
i wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
we never could have come this far
i took the good times
i'll take the bad times
i'll take you just the way you are
don't go trying some new fashion
don't change the color of your hair
you always have my unspoken passion
although i might not seem to care
i don't want clever conversation
i never want to work that hard
i just want someone that i can talk to
i want you just the way you are.
i need to know that you will always be
the same old someone that i knew
what will it take till you believe in me
the way that i believe in you.
i said i love you and that's forever
and this i promise from the heart
i could not love you any better
i love you just the way you are.
//even though we can't work out. there's always other possibilities. don't just leave me out on one end and let our friendship go. don't.
6:41:00 PM
her point of view;
Thursday, December 11, 2003
jan: my jandies undies. comeeee homeee soon. do you know how lonely i've become. at night, it gets so cold. you can hear the silence. it seeems so empty. no partner for pool games. no dinner partner either. no more dates at burger king. and since you're fasting is over, we can now have lunch too. so holy shit bat man, fly backk soon. and don't forget the shopping list i've made clear to you whilst you're in paris. you god damn lucky hunk. you take care alright. and remember what i told you about the influenza over there. since it's the winter season back there, it's easy to get a flu and it's the lastest epidemic going around. so takee great care alrights. smuacks! and call me whenever you can. lols :)
4:52:00 PM
her point of view;
thursdays thursdays thursdays.
on school days, it'd be the worst day.
and still being the same on a holiday.
having the worst stomach cramps during the early hours of the morning.
left me lying just straight on my bed.
afraid to hug my bolster or i'd might see stains in the morning.
lols.
horrors that girls have to go through.
it's yet again two and i still awake late.
i swear this time i slept pretty early after i hung up the phone with gabriel.
morning arrives, and you think of what's ahead of your day and you remember there's nothing.
being lazy, you continue to sleepp more.
that's the way i feel.
urgh.
i need some god damn thing to keep my busy at or else this will be the case for sometime.
bbq's tonight.
feeling it is gonna be irky.
to many people to many connections.
it's going to feel ruiny i tell you.
just crossing my fingers that it'll turn alright.
ta for now.
2:01:00 PM
her point of view;
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
girls.
water-mo-lons.
my mind is in a whirl.
totally whirly i tell you.
lols*.
just as much as i know hayl's in a big buzz now.
guess all of us are all tied up.
hayl: girly. i was thinking about you and evan whilst i was in the batheroom washing my face. came to a conclusion that i just can't see you without him. totally. the times when i'd see how your mum gets so well along with him and it felt so familish. now it feels so broken. even though evan doesn't wanna get back, i'm hoping you'll never give up. cos' one day he'll feel the emptiness. i know he does, and being friends with you now on his part, just makes him feel unwhole. you guys are meant for each other. just really don't feel you guys being apart. doesn't feel right. wrecked it may seem but you gotta be strong and pull. don't let others get in the way cos' you know it'll never be the same. no one can replace evan :)
rina: miss secretive. i'm too unsure on whats going on in your life but you gotta update me kies molons. lols :) thanks loaders for today. felt so girly with you watermolons. just made my day. and hey, no matter who you like, even though i was once wrecked by it, i'll support you. cos' nothing can cut us in halves and be put on coloured plates and laid on belts as deserts. lols. if you get what i mean. so fill me in when you can alrights.
faezah: you've ruined me. ruined i tell you. it's hurty wurty when you replaced my ringtone that i made just for you. and it took lots of shamefulness to do it. hur!
all alone on a sunday morning
outside i see the rain is falling
inside i'm slowly dying
but the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
and you
son't you know my tears will burn the pillow
set this place on fire
'cause i'm tired of your lie
all i needed was a simple "hello"
but the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
i gave you my love in vain
my body never knew such pleasure
my heart never knew such pain
and you
you leave me so confused
now i'm all cried out
over you.
cryin' over you, yeah
never wanted to see things your way
had to go astray
for why was i such a fool
now i see that the grass is greener
is it too late for me to find my way home
how could i be so wrong?
leaving me all alone
don't you know my tears will cause an inferno
romance of the flames
why should i take the blame?
you were the one who left me neglected
apology not accepted
add me to the broken hearts you've collected
i gave you all of me
how was i to know
you would weaken so easily
i don't know what to do
now i'm all cried out
over you
i gave you my love in vain
my body never knew such pleasure
my heart never knew such pain
and you
you left me so confused.
11:54:00 PM
her point of view;
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
so today was really hillarious.
it was me, hayley, natalie, aneurin and later on faezah that dropped by.
this little twirt child names christopher kept disturbing us.
made little plans to play police and theives with him.
five girls against him, a guy.
turned out pretty well.
cheap thrill and the hiding was really limited but had fun peeping behind walls and just giggling all the way.
ending, he never caught us.
we hid in the girls lavatory.
pretty much just backed out and the little french boy went home for some spahgetti.
not suring how but donald and justin came over to join us.
being as dumb as they are, they couldn't find the entrance of our condo.
so guess what the twirts did.
climb over the fence.
what a resortfful manner.
but anyhows.
they looked cool as they did it cos' it seemed as if he never happened.
sat under the chilly block and played stupid games of twenty one.
till justin had to go home.
surprisingly, lims came over.
irritating as he is.
but we finally made little deals.
claapped and shaked hands.
hope it'll last.
he alwaays tends to hurt me someway or another.
hurhur*.
anyways.
cramps are giving me loads of ooohsss and ahhhhs.
gonnaaa rest nows.
smaucks!
hayl: you take care hons. i'm always behind you. and it's okay if it doesn't work out. there's always better out there.
try to forget. though it's hard :) smuacks.
rina: arh you just weren't here. gosh. missing you loaders.
fuck: you are so long WINDed. lols.
11:27:00 PM
her point of view;
yay my mens came.
urgh why does it have to come nows.
this week is a party-hectic week and it has to start dripping nows.
bloody urgh.
at least i know it came.
gee.
staying home today and doing absolutely nothing.
my handphone is staying absolutely call-less and sms-less.
gab has stopped smsing me.
busy at work.
it's his first day yays.
and i'm yet again jobless.
sorry i'm just too plain lazy to go look for one.
besides' it'll be totally useless.
at the late times i wake up each day, it's equal to being late for work everyday if i was given a job.
so might as well wake late every afternoon and just head out.
harhar*.
anyways tum tums are achey.
gonna rest in my nest.
ta!
1:20:00 PM
her point of view;
Monday, December 08, 2003
worth listening. by les nubians.
- makeda.
- temperature rising. [this one is really good.]
- demain.
trust me.
these songs are really different from your everyday music.
soothing yet groovy or might i say jazzy.
anyhows just get them downloaded or contact me and i'll send them online to you.
today was great.
guy eyeing was what we did the whole day.
met up with an old friend.
my 'lesbian partner'.
by the way.
it happens to be a guy.
we played this lame game of faking that we're together.
as lesbians that is.
and it's been over a year.
lols :)
caught up with him today.
pretty funny cos' his friend was eyeing hayley.
and the worst thing is she felt irky looking at him.
harhar.
gab gave me a christmas card and so did that irky fella that gave one to hayley.
pretty mushy and not suring whether what he said in that card was true.
i'm still on hard consideration.
pretty confused nows.
hayls being pretty supportive nows and telling me to kick of the considerations and just going ahead with it.
but i'm stuck.
going to think hard tonight before i kick in.
urg.
i'm off.
just gonna leave some notes and i'm gonna tuck in.
hayls: no worries huns. remember what i said while we were at the canteen back awhile ago. let it out and i guess maybe you two can hit it off. who knows. like me and gabs.
try it out alright. no harm. anyhow, thanks for your little piece of advise. really helped much :) this is so on!
rina: baby it's alright. soon love will come crashing at you. no worries and hurries. we're all here for you. smirks*. and christmas pressies will be all up for you soon. take your time and pick from whatever there is. more eyeing to do soon. cheer up sugar :)
11:49:00 PM
her point of view;
Sunday, December 07, 2003
this is a bimbotic start but.
i painted my nails a french manicure.
had it done at this chic place at far east.
totally new.
it's so cosy and the people are so gentle and the music made the ambience feel so welcoming.
at a good cost, you could get everything done.
first they had my hands soaked in this really cooling seaweed mixture.
threw some little green balls into the water and it dissolved and my hands felt so smooth and relaxed.
filed and shaped my nails to a squarey shape.
and by doing that, it just filed off pretty much abit of my nails.
not pretty much but a whole chunky pile.
now my nails have become so belittled.
but it was necessary in order to get it to its shape.
sigh*.
scrubbed this seasalt mix and rubbed it over my hands.
massagey feelings then a lotion and then just so many relaxing moments followed.
so satisfied nows.
just that its gonna take a chunk load of time for em' to grow back again.
darn again.
so faezah just informed me.
boulala is a fraud.
he's so corny.
i'm gonna print out the actual 'boulala'.
the original one.
laminate and just paste it on his head the next time i see him.
doink*.
bah!
uncle jan has left for paris.
paris god damn it.
and he didn't take me.
urgh urgh urgh.
puki.
i hope he suffers from major jetlag.
anyways come home soooon alright hunk.
dur.
ta!
i'm lost for words.
smuacks to all.
12:28:00 AM
her point of view;
Thursday, December 04, 2003
okays.
so i was bored.
i made up a page on geocities.
let me explain.
it's kinda like a message centre.
i'll leave messages for you there once in awhile.
with it, it'll have your picture beside it.
so get pasted and start checking back.
it's not well finished and designed.
this is just gonna be a try out and a sneak preview.
so go on and take a peek.
it's under the second scroll.
//viva you.
cos' its all for you.
ta!
6:16:00 PM
her point of view;
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
updated: added pictures from todays outtings. which kinda included me, dees, bilin, vivi and that snork, andrew. harhar.
sweetest angels in the world. and cupid andrew. lols.
11:41:00 PM
her point of view;
you've become so cold.
you've lost your niceness.
you were someone whom i could turn to.
who would listen so deep.
who would turn back to me.
but not fully.
i don't ask for much.
you often mistake my kindness for free.
freeloading is not what i help people in.
you never offer to payback.
eveer heard: to take is to give.
it never appeals or applies to you.
you call when you feel like it.
i've become like your storybook in your personal library.
borrow me and return me when you feel like it.
it's never overdued.
gee.
you've taken me for granted.
you don't even relate to me about other things.
it is so one sided.
you look like someone who just takes but never gives.
one who uses and not feels.
you're like a broken friendship just waiting to happen.
all you need is just one friend to make you happy and when he or she is gone, you feel the pain.
you'd come crawling back and to think i open my arms and my WALLET to you, then you're wrong honey.
hope you dig deep and see what i'm trying to put across.
2:10:00 AM
her point of view;
