Saturday, January 31, 2004
tired tired tired.
was supposed to wake up at 6:10 in the early hours of the morning and get ready for school.
dreaded chinese mock examinations.
being too tired, i skipped it.
i'm hoping to quit this habit of not attending.
not the first but the second.
managed to get an hour more of sleep before i had to get up again for dreaded flag day.
so it didn't turn out all that bad, at the end.
we were positioned at wheelock but the feng shui there was so bad.
dees and i decided to do some little walking and headed to pacific plaza.
we knew for a start that this whole event was gonna turn out bad.
not that we were positioned too near each other but there were a hand ful of other schools helping out in this charitable event.
felt so squished.
what made things feel even more gloomy, the people i came across made me all irky.
some were really nice as to stop and drop their things and drop a 10 cent.
others were natural givers and the rest were total fcukstration.
different amounts were tumbling into our tins.
five dollars, ten cents, undecisive amounts, even chinese currencies were dropped in.
so much for charity :)
but for that majority of self centered people,
it shows so much about singaporeans.
but no worries, those foreigners were just as bad.
rejected was the word for today.
bahs.
well i'm all over that for today.
back home and i'm all ready to tuck in!
lols :)
thats all for nows.
yawns!
[[dees]] hey girl. thanks for all the laughter today. though rejections were flowing in like nobody's business, we were strong. taking it like nothing and just going through it so simply. how grovvy is that. anyways thanks for todayy yupps : ) loove lovvee!
11:15:00 PM
her point of view;
Thursday, January 29, 2004
c o n t r a d i c t i o n *.
[[mirdat the 'grown up']].
whatever you're trying to say in your blog, you better go find some proof before you start your little accusations.
so much of bragging about your advantages of your tagboard.
it being able to check IP addresses of the taggers.
then what the hell are you waiting for.
why don't you just do that right this minute?
go do comparisons between my IP address and perhaps that taggers IP address.
when you do so, come back and tell me the good news.
ta!
bahs.
it's been so chilly today in school.
freezed under the fan the whole day and somehow the fan just never stopped even though i yelled to get someone to switch the darn thing off.
school seemed to pass real fast.
i was practically smsing jan the whole day without a pause.
he's such an interesting bastard!
you just can't not love him.
totally*.
lols :)
[[jan]] holyshitbatman. you suck for ditching me for a computer game. bahs! you and the stupid cold weather today totally irked me. you loser. sobs i feel so so so damnn cheatedd and accused by that fuckadoodle*. anyways wanna date me this valentines? lols :)
but i gottaaa reject. cos' i love dianna and everina so much! but you can be my fourth party! wink!
and you owe me a damn warm hug. i'll be waiting.
6:07:00 PM
her point of view;
Monday, January 26, 2004
one. added pictures to my photo folder under //angels with dirty faces. it's in the christmas eve two thousand and three folder. shouldn't be that difficult to get through.
two. in a horrible state of anguish. maybe not to the full side of anguish but perhaps remorseful. anyhow, an undescribable feeling which i hate to be in.
three. i'm once again, cashless. what else is new? i spent my money on daily necessities. trusty facial cleanser and biore aromatherapy pore stickers. ugh. not giving a free advertisement but it really has good outcomes. your blackheads are almost all gone. just in a slow whip and poof they all stick on to the pore sticker.
four. waiting waiting and still waiting to get my fossil watch. the blinking dial with the pretty silver straps. dees and neng finally bought theirs. i'm so last last last. ugh. maybe i'll settle in for a flik flak by swatch or that changable strapped happy house watch. pretty : )
five. which is my last pointer for the day. i'm gonna get some needy exercise and have an early rest. hopefully :) been finding it so hard to wake up nowadays. and a reminder to myself to get a freaking hair cut tmr. yerks.
[[rina]] hey girl. i didn't get my hair cut todaye :( boohoohoo. well we'll get it done tmr. no procrastinating whatsoever. this big mess is killing me. smirks.
[[dees]] you're cool. you know why? you got that watch. now strut it and make full use of it huhs. don't go leaving it out a few months later. smuacks. feeling so horrible as ever!
[[hayls]] thanks for posting up the pictures :) copy and paste are the keywords! post-tits on!
6:39:00 PM
her point of view;
Saturday, January 24, 2004
to get noticed: i hate you so much for what you did to mark and iqbal. they meant good and you ought to grow up and loook at yourself in a better way then what you do now.
Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer In waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is that frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm.
9:50:00 PM
her point of view;
Thursday, January 22, 2004
not a fan of britney spears and neither am i boycotting her.
but fortunately i gotta say there are two songs i'm loving by her.
toxic and the overprotected darkchild remix.really sort after.
lols.
spoke to inspector ang pretty much the whole early morning.
1 am till about 3ish.
he was prettty much testing me on my mandarin skills and it was totally weird.
his spoken mandarin cannot beat anyone else's.
felt abit tired so i had to knock off.
: (
anyhows i went visiting today.
it may have been only one house but it was alright.
daddy's best friend's place.
it was like a childcare centre.
filled with tiny minges running around.
and out of everyone, there was only one guy.
pretty much around my generation.
he looked so much around my age but unfortunately he wasn't.
thinking he looked eighteen, he wasn't either.
the sad age of twenty two.
how awe was that.
it totally looked mismatched.
so anyhows, my sister and i thought he was not bad looking.
lols.
so at a point of time, it was getting a little bit too boring.
talked along and pretty much decided to walk around the neighbourhood.
a little background information:
location - shangri-la walk.
near by to - glenn ang and andreana.
so since it was near by to glenn, i decided to give him a call but he was abit busy to come out.
playing cards and attending to guest.
so back to where i was.
we went walking and that mismatched guy came along.
he questioned me as to whether i knew anyone living around this area and i answered a positive.
mentioned glenns' name and i guess he kinda knew who glenn was.
he gave glenn a call and glenn came outta his house for a tiny while to talk to us.
what a tiny world.
i won't go into further detail as to how small this world is but i kinda realised that the people he knew were somehow connected to the people i knew.
it was yet again an awe situation.
it's just so undescribable.
bleaks.
anyways i'm off to catch american idol.
so much for today.
ta.
collection for today, ka-ching: $60 odd bucks. sobs*.
9:25:00 PM
her point of view;
one. happy chinese new year to everyonee yupps :) no matter what race or religion you toots are. just snatch whatever red packet comes in sight.
two. don't wash your hair, it'll clear off your luck. superstitious hearings but just do as i god damn say.
three. didn't turn up for school today. afterall, it was only to be for half the day. what's the point when you could extend your dreams further by sleeping.
four. headed to town with dees and fuck and met everina later on. that asset holder actually went to school. darn amazing. so we chilled at fluid for a really prettty long time this time and i gotta admit the guys are just real humourous. they just brighten your day. ahhs!*
five. after all the friendlyness of keeping those shaggas company, had to rush home to help mummy prepare reunion dinner.
so it didn't turn out in such a chinese manner where you have the whole darn family sitting together but nonetheless, it was just the smallest of us having the greatest togetherness ever.
six. walked around chinatown after dinner. daddy me and my sister and i actually discovered something quite amazing. secret*. it's only meant for me me and me. no one else involved. bahs.
seven. i read my horrid monthly horoscope and it's so awe.
:: there's great sexuality attraction when you meet an aries but hold my horses and i'll actually be inspired by the strenth and courage of a sagittarius ::
what only? kinda think of it, eric and ali are both aries. eews.
wouldn't wanna go there nows would we?
bahs.
eight. chestnuts rock my panties! the ones that little perverted ahpeks sell by the roadside.
nine. lastly, control my diet. starting to eat those fatty junk all over. shagggaaa dangg danngg!
alrights gonna take a break nows.
raincheck!
ta!
12:55:00 AM
her point of view;
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
moped moped moped!
woke up and faced my panty having blood stains!
the natural signs of menstruating season.
alright that sounded abit crude but who gives when i'm in a uber bad mood.
had real side pains in class today and dianna didn't make it any better by sitting next to me.
so you'd think she quiet down and let me simmer bbut hell no!
she started her monkey business.
the same old noise and tappings on my arm whenever she needs to get something across to me.
lols :)
but nonetheless, who can't love her?
everyone does right.
hopefully.
bahs.
i regret my lunchtime plan.
was supposedly gonna eat something light like maybe a sandwich but i ended up gorging down a honeycomb chocolate bar after that.
and gulped everything down with aloe vera apple juice.
doesn't the chocolate not go with the rest of my meal?
bahs.
so i thought a little exercise will do it off but i started to collect aches all over my sides.
no it's not that i'm weak but i've not done a day without exercise.
i've been over-working my fat body and hoping i'll lose 10 kg soon.
sounds like alot but that's my target and i'm aiming.
sheeshies.
alrights.
shout outs and i'm off.
dees and rina: you two shenanigans. my sweetest ponies. we'll make plans soon for ladies night alright. let dees' mum loosen her leash abit then we'll rock every acre of land. bahs! and rina you better not disappoint me or i'll have to deal with you when i see you. you don't want naughty things to happen now would you? so behave my princess. and dees'. this monkey year is so rockin' you. look after your bananas :)
6:22:00 PM
her point of view;
Monday, January 19, 2004
decided to take a break and not turn up for school today.
had a real late night and a uber super long sunday.
started off as me and my sister headed to bhav's house to help him pack up.
it's his last day of his vacation here in singapore.
he is singaporean but he's doing his studies in new york university.
my dream*.
spent half my time running on his treadmill.
i feel like it's more energetically better than reality jogging.
after that, i had a ride on his bike around his neighbourhood.
real near town, jervois area.
that area has really chic new homes.
the kind that are made of stone and just nothing but cemented stoney pillars.
took me about half an hour to ride around just a tiny area.
directions were good and didn't lead me to getting lost.
later in the evening, me bhav and my sissy had dinner at his place before leaving for the airport.
dinner was a burmese spahgetti cooked up by his maids.
yums! :)
pretty healthyy too.
so we talking and laughed until bhav's real rich friend came along.
kishin.
most promising young man of the year.
you should just see the size of his home.
it's fantastic and it has it's own name to it.
villa royale.
check it out on the prestige magazine, december 2003.
it focuses on his real trusty cars and his home.
real wow!
anyways, we headed for the airport.
time passed and he had to depart.
departing was the moment we werren't waiting for.
my sister cried buckets and it's was obvious that bhav was holding back his tears for later on.
looking at them made me all teary.
being quite close to them, i could feel the heartache.
just totally worsened.
and nows i'm back home feeling much better.
after all, i took a day off from school.
what can get better?
4:52:00 PM
her point of view;
Saturday, January 17, 2004
so darn cramped.
feet and bum.
today was such an outting.
me dees and sharin.
we went cruising town.
yes, yet again we hung around with rahms and iqbal.
harhar.
i'm so happy for myself.
i exercised today and ate slightly lesser than usual.
way lesser.
no gassy drinks and inbetween snacks.
lols :0
before that, me and deess went to finally do up our tattoos.
dees touched up her star and i touched up my older one too.
got ourselves to add a new one.
so nows dees has a really pretty cursive 'dianna' on her front and i've a mermaid conjoined with my star.
yupps.
prettyy satisfied with it.
but i'm feeling like i'm gonna have to touch it up sometime soon.
: )
*crosses finger. don't peel!
anyways.
gonna leave a lyric and i'm off.
poof to bed!
my milk shake brings all the boys to the yard,
and there like,
its better than yours,
damn right its better than yours,
i can teach you,
but i have to charge.
10:12:00 PM
her point of view;
Thursday, January 15, 2004
if you're feeling brave enough then knock yourself out in my school canteen eating baked potato.
sarcastic*.
don't ever eat it.
and i'm putting a garantee chop that it'll leave you feeling ill the whole day.
i thought it'd be better if i eat something lighter than my usual today i totally regret nows.
it taste so odd.
and i mean oddd.
it's this undescribable taste that leave you traumatised.
the periods after my recess break felt so pukey.
i felt like i needed to puke the whole darn accounts lesson.
i ended up going to the toilet a few times.
well i did puke the first time i visited the toilet.
my stomach started to ache too.
shruggs*.
so i thought it was just the taste that stayed in my mouth forever.
neng was so nice to go over to the next class during our accounts period and bring over a packet of fisherman swweets to suck on.
but i rejected.
just hate the taste of it.
apologises*.
ended up eating dees sour candy sweets that were just to good to be true.
but sadly, it didn't help clear off the taste.
tolerated a little longer until i attempted to eat beef ball noodles at scotts.
it did help for awhile cos' the soup was pretty warm.
standing up gave me more of a difficult time.
my puke needed to let go.
dees and fuck took me to the toilet and i totally relieved my kept vomit.
totally just rushed out in a quick flow.
feeling a little better now but i guess it won't last for long.
i can sense another rush to the toilet soon.
so lesson learnt is never ever eat that poisoning potato in school.
you hear?
vomits*.
thanks to dees fuck and rina for lending a helpingg hand for my vomit today!
shouts outs on and i'm off.
dees: hey girl. thanks so much for the sweets in class and for taking time to buy em' this morning. thanks for the walk to the toilet at scotts and making me irk everything out. vomit friends for life. more candy tmr*.
rina: my pony. hey girl. glad we're getting better at talking to each other. wells thanks to you too for accompanying me to the toilet in school alrights. couldn't force myself to puke it out but hey i'm amazed why you don't get irked eating the same thing. pukes*.
fuck: i love your style.
i'm complaining about the food tmr. we don't need any more victims. likwise, me.
5:20:00 PM
her point of view;
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
i've never felt so tired in school before.
never did i have the feeling of sleeping in school.
somehow i felt so drowsy today.
maybe it was the interior of the 4J class.
the position i was sitting at for mathematics was just too breezy and i couldn't keep my mind off sleeping.
then during social studies, mdm zuraida noticed my heavy lids so she got me to the toilet to wash up my sleepy grins :)
anyhows.
after school, we hopped to town for awhile.
me dees rina and shar.
so shar, being so sweeet as ever, got xiao xiang the ball bearing for her chin piercing or however its called.
had russian country soup for lunch and a mere two sticks of strawberry after.
somehow it seems to digest my food real well.
soon dees had to leave.
tears roll down*.
mum allowed me to stay out a little while more so i joined rina and shar at anatolia.
kinda think we are getting real cosy at that place.
foods great and the people are starting to get real friendly with us.
so much so that the little small old wiltish turkish fella gave me a free ice cream.
like how cute is that?
all he does is say :' oh pope pope pope'.
arhs.
alrights.
geography homework is calling me.
a few shout outs and i'm off.
dees: hey girl. i'd love to touch up my tats soon. i'm getting real irky about it. so when you snap the cash then let's head down alrights. anyways loving you always!
rina: oh pope pope pope. he is like so cute huhs? small old fella with rotten teeth. and he's sucha sweet old man. guess we should get member cards with it or something. anyways update soon you goons :)
hayl: i may have forgotten about what you said to me. the times you insulted me. i just have the feelings of not knowing how to talk to you. just can't seem to trust you anymore. not like what i used to. i fell deep down when we were friends. your insults were a daily thing. i had tolerated everything especially the time when rina's friend was here and you spoke of the cheebye thing. i know it was meant to be a joke but inside you just don't know how much it hurts to hear you say that. i mean after all, to you it's a joke. but it's me you're targetting at. "what is said cannot be unsaid. what is done cannot be undone."
8:56:00 PM
her point of view;
Monday, January 12, 2004
school school school.
so didn't rock.
again it was the same old five free periods.
lols :)
was with my narcissist friends, sharin and my mo mo.
i'm still left with undone homework but hey i'm really not in the mood today?
i just feel so moody and i needa sleep.
sleep is so vital now.
after school, went chilling at far east.
had turkish lunch with me dees neng and rina.
boy was it totally yums :)
and the jag who works there is even hotter than turkish food - to rina :)
but i like i think that jag has moods.
he gives us free water and smiles when he wants to.
otherelse, you can just forget it.
no muscles toned for you.
spent some time up at fluid.
sponge was out for us today.
reason being: grumps was there.
so we hung with shagga dong dongs and gollum.
so gollum was saying that moles are no different from chocolate chips?
makes me look messy cos' i've moles all over.
but anyhows his little skateboard tactics are so groove.
lols :)
so we laughed and laughed till we got sick of their awe nonsense and that led us to anatolia to get some art stuff done.
didn't do much help for rina but i guess oh pope pope did crack us up abit.
oh pope pope is this little turkish man who has only two words in this speech.
one is pistachio and the other has to be oh pope pope.
how cute is that?
we were telling him that i had a turkish boyfriend called raul.
just really cracked us up.
till then we met my sisters girlfriend jolene and her erm.
whatever damien.
stayed on abit more and for the first time, we spoke of a weird topic.
not something good to talk about.
not cherry but it was about death.
it's all kinda weird.
think about it.
anways.
i'm out with a few shout outs and i'm off.
lols :)
rina: precious!* you're mine!
dees: i'm sure the dream you had was a total nightmare! hurry brush those memories away. keep huggging me.
9:26:00 PM
her point of view;
Sunday, January 11, 2004
you may say sorry but whats' done cannot be undone.
i'm not saying i will never forgive you.
i will.
maybe later?
like how you use to say to me in our childhood days : ' i'm not in the mood of talking to you now. perhaps later. '
it's what you said to me that is what cannot be undone.
i can't believe in my utmost life that you said that?
oh forget it.
todays was total chill.
chilled at fluid like for a real long time.
but there were occasions we had to quickly run and not return for a few minutes.
all becos' of grumps.
shagga dong dongs and frodo were there.
okay so we* admit we were mean and ran away with frodo's drink.
well i guess the girls repaid you with coke.
a large one with that and two chew chews.
: )
whenever do you get sweet girls like us?
anyhow, those two 'humans' come up with the most weird theories on big boys go to small girls lavatories.
that's so totally going no where?
urgh.
moving on to dinner, it was real irky.
great food and company but not the ones around us.
i'd say four guys which looked uncanny to 29 year olds were beside us.
so we were snapping pictures of our assets with rina's phone and they were glazing their eyes on us?
i'd say that's not only sick but we're young girls.
not your future wifes.
like i said :' get yourself a wife.'
not a life.
we don't need you non-existant genders around us girls.
eeks.
anwyays.
time to knock off.
study week is beginning tmr.
lols :)
shout outs and i'm off.
dees: hey. noticed i've stopped the mrs iqbal captionings. anyhows it was reallyyy un-holy of you to leave church for us. so not you. but i loved you today. not say i'll stop or anything but i love you everyday. you just go deeep down my pulmonary arteries, vena cava, semi-lunar valves, auricles, ventricles, septum and aorta. you're just everything!
mrs rahmat: hey miss. erms i'm guessing no converting will be done during the marriage ceremony. only the best salted veg soup is needed. yes. dutch milk will be provided and served and clearly pork droppings will be dessert. anyways. thanks so much gorgeous for today. you stink like beef pot! : )
11:02:00 PM
her point of view;
Saturday, January 10, 2004
you make me sick.
you're so contradicting.
i'd rather not talk about it cos' it irks me.
talk about who's being dramatic.
all this drama is so so soapish.
i don't need to prove myself here that i do nothing wrong.
it's all in our conversations online and little sweeet msgs you send me.
that's all i need to know.
perhaps, make hand outs?
anyways after all.
you've asked me, dees and rina to fuck off.
topic for today: i'm gonna soak up the sun.
that's exactly what we did.
neng. dees. me. rina.
sentosa rocked for an hour and it started to drizzle.
a little burnt but still ghostly as ever.
anyhows whether i soaked up any sun or not, i loveddd the company.
had lunch at yoshinoya at harbourfront and i guess we really filled our famished tummies up.
gyoza, ebi fritters, and meals we had individually.
totally yums :)
slightly later on in the afternoon, we headed to town.
mainly far east.
mostly doing shopping or just soothing our eyes with eye candy.
turned out pretty satisfying.
dinner time, the girls came over to my place for this party.
one of my sister's girlfriends was supposedly gonna be surprised by this dinner.
all done up by my sister.
not badd for a clums like her.
anyways let's do this more often.
soaking up the sun and cooking great food at night for ourselves.
romantic huhs?
lols :)
not in a hip mood to blog nows.
people's contradicting sides are just getting me all worked up.
with a few shout outs and i'm off.
mrs iqbal: i'm just falling in love with you more everytime. can i have your number? i'm tall dark and wretched with a watch to die for. lols :) alright i'll stop. anyways thanks oogles for today. it was the mostt memorable day ever for the week as i know every single time spent with you people are all collectives in my memory. harhar. let's have more of these outings. and i'm sorry you didn't soak up much sun. another time alright peachy? ohs and thank you for you swweeetest shout out in your blog. it causes tears to my eyes just reading it. so what's next? zoo or let's cook dinner and all eat together? you decide. love love.
neng: like your so nice. you'd spend time with us and soak up some sun and later ditch us for some church. like hello? why can't you listen to us angels. you better make up for it. lols :) hugs!
rina: now now you. i've loads to tell you. we're so over kat-kins (ross). dutch milk is getting quite milky. and thanks bitters for spending the day with us. i'm real gladd that you enjoyed it and you're startingg to love me. about the shout out in your blog for me, it's the coolest thing i've ever read. you were so mushy and i just loved it. i guess our friendship was quite sour over the past year. all over that jerk. but i kinda realised it a waste of our friendship going to a lost if we're gonna argue over that vulture. we so have better things to do. so let's patch patch. lols :) smuackers.
10:52:00 PM
her point of view;
Friday, January 09, 2004
hectic busy weesy friday.
gonna summarise my whole day plan out in numerical form.
* settle down settle down.
your neighbour hood policeman has booked outt.
inspector eric ang theng guan.
he'll be on 'duty' till the twenty sixth.
grab him while you can.
whilst stock last.
* school was as usual.
how any better could it get.
chemistry was a total spoiler.
at least that peeves didn't make me rub the board like he usually does.
* met up with my blood sister and our 'sugardaddy'.
alright i wouldn't make him sound so silly.
right fact is that he's my sister's buddy from chinese camp.
but got we got lost after that and so we independently found our own ways around.
* rina joined us later on at cine.
decided a lunch that was so delayed.
i practically treated everyone so.
please be honoured or else you're so gonna turn into a ghoulie after my chants.
* socialised abit with ikbal at far east and boy is he looking better everytime.
wouldn't know if it's just him looking better or it's the spectacles that make him look
so . .
hunky.
lols :)
and not to leave out his reallyyy hunky friend.
he's got this addictive looking look.
you'd can't get enough of him.
urgh!
* amazingly, jan was at far east too.
cutting his weird stinky cute curly hair.
we were practically watching him from behind the glass not knowing we were there.
folllowed him for dins and he's such a clean quick eater.
'jiffy' is the keyword.
* sadly, dees had to leave.
sent her to the bus stop and off she went.
waves and tears, we felt the horror and pain.
not.
lols :)
but with all seriousity, i do miss you.
bleahs!
* back home nows and my shoulders feel like a mountain of rocks are on it.
gonna gett some real good rest.
and i mean real good.
at least i know i'm not gonna be disturbed by my daily six o'clock wake-ups.
shruggs*
* tmr is gonna be real hippy.
let's pray and hope it'll turn real snoggiholics!
ride on sisterhood.
//dees: smile for the camera! dees. todayy was spasmtasic. and i'm sure tmr will be as
splendified as hell. we're gonna soak up the sun. let's soak it up real good. lols :)
missing you my peachie peach. oh so much.
//rina: he's like how hot? like this much. *opens arms wide wide.* gosh. it's addictively
enticing. let's keep getting freee eye candy. afterall, it prevents dry eyes. lols :) soakk baby soak. missing and loving you as much as this * hipppo big *. not forgetting that infuriating kat-kins. she's nothing like you. you are something and she's nothing but a happy cow. we all know why.
10:01:00 PM
her point of view;
Thursday, January 08, 2004
totally thursday.
this week feels pretty long and hectic.
not just long but i've learnt alot during the week.
learnt academically and other stuff which i won't move on..
lols :)
started off the day with the most hated subject so it adds on to my moodyness.
urg ;(
today's blog will be slightly abnormal.
topic is eric.
beeen really gluey with him recently.
not in the sense that i'd go out with him every other day.
just that we've been smsing and talking on the phone.
well a little background, he's got his national service and i must say he's one of the greatest friends i've ever had.
one whom will brighten your day up in a jiffy.
he'll listen to you whine and sigh.
never bothers to start a quarrel or an arguement.
he'd take time off at night during his free time and just cheer you up even more on the phone.
he's unexplainable and that's that.
so close to perfect.
he's like a retarded angel to me.
lols :)
don't get things wrong though.
we're in the friendship lane.
smuacks.
10:17:00 PM
her point of view;
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
i feel so weighed down by heaps of things.
bundles of stress.
ain't gonna go into total detail.
whilst so,
assignments piling up.
last minute gossip to update.
just so much and yet too little time.
lols :)
hectic is the key word.
think i'm gonna log off.
can't even think of a damn thing to write about.
just too sponged up.
lols :)
nights my readers.
to you*.
well i'm guessing i've known you for such a long time.
we've been through mountains of ups and downs.
been apart for the most stupid reasons and been through alot of backstabbing.
we seen all sides of each other and understoood it all.
it was rough beneath our friendship.
so much has happened and yet we still forgave.
without forgiving, we wouldn't be where we are nows.
people might judge us behind but let's kick that one side and just live life smoothly.
we know our aims, academically and let's stick to that.
we can talk about anything under the sun without worrying about anything else.
and i'm just so happy that all our wrongs have made us become like this and where we are nows.
loving you like roulette ssweets.
9:57:00 PM
her point of view;
Monday, January 05, 2004
much apologies for the written entries in the kloot blog.
well i hope we'll recover and continue as we go on.
recover we shall.
hayls: in-def-i-nite heaps of rubbishes :)
rina: job - housework. workplace - home. corny!
dees: ordering more prozac soon? import some for me alrighties.
fuck: i miss you and no worries. cash back guarantees tmr!
6:38:00 PM
her point of view;
Sunday, January 04, 2004
my second entry for the day.
being patientless, i'm gonna say this.
i kinda read hayls blog and then refered to dees blog and i'm getting real irked about this.
i think we'll end our kloots clique.
if everyone's not gonna feel the togetherness in this then let's put this aside.
so i'm backing out not becos i want to but i don't feel right about people feeling they want to leave but are just hanging on cos' they're not willing to say anything about it.
so let's call it quits and everyone's just away from it all.
seems like hayls getting real close to rina and it seems like no one else can get in the way of that.
hayls' feeling like dees isn't close to her at all.
what is this becoming.
i can't feel this becoming any better?
well i've said enough.
9:44:00 PM
her point of view;
you're just the happy go-lucky type. you might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next einstein.
what type of soul do you have ?
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this quiz just speaks it all.
a carefree soul.
but it doesn't apply to a daily sorta feeling.
like today.
just felt so moody and i think i'm starting to hate the feeling of having a family.
basically, mine's all screwed.
not in the sense that it's breaking up but my mum has somehow become a total bitch.
i'm not being sensitive and i know that i'm not thinking too much about it but it's really getting on my nerves.
you've been so rude recently and at times i just feel like raising my hand and slapping you.
but as a daughter, it's not right.
so you better start praying and hope nothing happens.
just becos' you have the body size of a friggin ant doesn't mean i gotta follow you.
everyone somehow seems larger than you.
i'm betting you're dying to see me the size that you are.
i'll be starving and running my heart out just for you.
little hag.
the only person right now that somehow cheers me up is eric.
not that i like him.
talking to him just cheers me up.
so much so that it has become a habit.
the way he talks and ends our arguements are so corky.
he's the only one who puts some smiles after every bad mood.
urgh.
i'm off.
9:07:00 PM
her point of view;
.:+* uploaded pics into my album. it's under //angels with dirty faces. neoprint section alrighs. smuacks.
alright.
i've got loads to say today so sit back relax and take your time to read through.
firstly the most disturbing thing on my mind is the kloots.
what is becoming of us.
we were pulled together by god knows what reason and now it seems we're breaking up as we are getting closer by the day?
what's going on?
will someone slap me with some proper reasons.
urgh.
anyways.
that's bad news and i hope it'll become fictional.
so anways today was gathering day.
me dees rina hayls anne merv lims.
total knock out.
shopping was the topic for today.
walked to every darn shop, that looked good, and just picked out quite good buys.
most on sale but heys their items were real chic.
right dees?
all i got for today was a pretty charm bracelet and black mermaid slippers.
lols :)
alright girls, i've decided to get the top from joop.
colour wise, i'm not sure.
blahs blahs blahs.
now the proper hot topic for today.
refresh girls, taxi stand at heeren.
we were walking towards the taxi stand to catch a cab home.
three guys looking quite decent were infront heading the same way.
so so so there was a caucasian looking one.
looked more indian but hey was he a good catch.
being bimbotic, ahem*. rina rina.
we shouted: ' let us take the cab first.'
welll i kinda guess they knew we were hinting to them.
like dur it was so obvious.
and ta-dah, they turned out to be so so sociable.
talked back with us and actually let us take the few cabs infront.
total faint.
they were being so sweeeet and urgh nice.
now we totally regret not getting to know them more.
right, kloots.
serendipity must happen soon.
let's count on it.
arhs.
lols :)
eric's arguing with me this moment.
about little stuff that don't matter.
harhar.
we're like so arguing and he's bringing weather matters up.
like :' don't be like that lah. tonight very cold.'
that's like so out of point but wait, think about it, it's eric?
you can't do anything to make conversations straight with him.
lols :)
i'm off nows to dream serendipity will happen.
likewise, you do the same.
nights.
12:13:00 AM
her point of view;
Friday, January 02, 2004
what else is new.
there's was freaking school today and no, it didn't rock.
the coolest thing is that my teacher's name is so so so corny.
to me.
clara ang.
doesn't it sound so clara chai + eric ang = clara ang?
lols :)
school was alright though there was a major disappointment in the school canteen.
i was so awaiting to eat a particular food and the stall owners had to change, so the food changed with it.
there would be no difference between prison food and that.
now for more disappointments, they split up our math band totally.
so it used to be me, dianna, sharin, mohan and fuck.
now they totally ruined the list.
there's me and sharin in one class and dees and mohan in the other.
it should be mixed the other.
school just doesn't rock like it used to.
anyways enough of school.
aka prison.
after school was partying time.
time to let down our hair, though i've none.
roam the streets, we did.
we caught a movie too.
mona lisa smile.
it's so so so so sweeet.
rated ten against ten.
it has so much meaning in it.
missed out bits of the movie cos' i was busy smsing my buddha, eric.
and for once in my life, i've never coincidentally seen someone
like more then seven times in my life, a day.
justin seow ann hee.
horrendous gag with just the most scruffy, yummy hair and pretty shoes.
lols.
wells, now i'm home and i'm gonna enjoy this last two days to the fullest before school and studying comes up.
now for shout outs.
ta!
dees: so it'll be peter pan, big fish and spiderman two and loads of making out whilst that. maybe after we could dump each other and erms pretty much go bf shopping like what you've been yearning to do. lols :) keep post-titting. and i still think that gay dancer is the hottest.
hayls: pos-tits are so in. you can find it everywhere in peoples pencil cases. it's just the most hippest thing. if you don't have it, you gotta be real slow and a LOSER.
fuck: you're a total mishap. you ditched us for some sleep. however could you be such a spoiler. i was so dying to see you today and you had to leave it all out. don't let me get you.
well one thing you missed was the UBER hot malay dancer i saww. gees. as it seems, dees claims he's gay. yecks!
rina: got me looking so crazy, so fuzzy. question: so what does your mum do. like what's her occupation? answer: she does housework. i just love that. anyways keep stealing snaps from our backdrop behind our class. smuacks.
8:24:00 PM
her point of view;
Thursday, January 01, 2004
oh rightys.
nice to start blogging on the first day of the new year.
anyhows, happy newww year smiggles and kloots and erm bypassers.
didn't spend new year like how others would enjoy it to the fullest but somehow i enjoyed my company.
fireworks were great too overlooked at boat quay.
met up with eric before that.
he's just so round headed.
bald and black.
but the hair is so soft.
it's pure addictive.
much different from his long blonde hair.
anyhows he seems to be more entertaining with this new look.
harhar*.
and yes eric, it's been exactly one year for our friendship.
deep thoughts and you'll realise that i knew you last new years eve through the countdown.
and since you've still got your confinement to complete and get back to camp, i'll be missing you loads.
so anyways i didn't get to meet gabriel last night.
ought to feel bad about it.
gab, i'm sorrry i couldn't make it.
it's not that i didn't want to go ahead with meeting you but other things had popped up and it was difficult for me too.
alrights?
anyways i'm off to begin the new year with a new hairdo.
so i'm off.
ta!
1:56:00 PM
her point of view;
