the feminist;



CLARA dominique
COW?
twenty eight september nineteen eighty seven
glimmernglam@hotmail.com

lick her audio;

i see girls; studio b
owner of a lonely heart; max graham vs. yes
oh my gosh; basement jaxx
one-trick pony; nelly furtado
hung up; madonna
secret; madonna
for your babies; simply red
dance dance; fall out boy
libertango; hotel costes


her/ your discussions;

click to gossip!


her action party;

; amanda
; andreana
; azy
; bilin
; cousin bran
; cousin chris
; everina
; faezah
; koko
; kwen
; germaine
; hayley
; ishak
; iylia
; joananne
; joleen
; jeremy
; liwen
; lesley jiejie
; mabel
; maltin
; natalie
; nenghui
; raihan
; simone
; yong


Wednesday, March 31, 2004


finally baby.
my down-in-the-dumps wednesday is so over.
the only reason i hate wednesdays is becos' of PE lessons.
gosh it's not about the runs or the energy lost but it's the totally muddy field.
thinking on the good side of it, i'll probably lose some weight, somehow*.
yet to be discovered whether there is fat lost.
but the fields just put me off and i thank the heavens we didn't get to step foot in it today.
drillings were done on the hardcourt instead.
worst of, i wore andreanas' PE tshirt which i borrowed and there off, starts another story.
that EGO girl wanted me to smell just like her.
i'm guessing she sprayed like 100ml of her perfume onto the shirt and i ended up smelling that way for the rest of the day.
but whatever she is, she claims she's my HOTTEST friend.
so i'll just stick to that.
erks.
anyhows i've got an accounts revision test tmr so i'm off to study.
trading, profit and loss and balance sheet accounts, here i come!
shout outs and i'm out.

FUGGnits: holla. thanks loadss for the chocolate and candy :) it was real nice of you, delievery man. LOLS. you cheer me up! and our conversation last night was totally ON with our guest appearence, our HOT friend, baaaAAaaaa.

miss oh-so-late: two is the perfect dosage!* i'm so proud of you.

my cowstress: you stink like gucci rush. my lanvin beats yours anytime.


9:21:00 PM


her point of view;

Tuesday, March 30, 2004


essential information:
i'm azy's official on peak hours, little social helper.
my job is small and simple.
to cut down on the amount of huffs and puffs and soon, it'll be a no more.
diminish* is the word to go.
maybe soon we'll create a log book?
you'd have to testify the number of sticks you had and recored it down.
remember, faith and honesty will help.
get mich to sign it everyday.
LOLS.
how cheesy.
but girl, you gotta cut them out.
it's time for the cigg diet plan.
let's get working!*
apart from that, i think i found a movie date.
yums :)
just what i needed.
splendid.

i contain sugar. malt extract. skimmed milk powder. cocoa. glucos syrup. actigen-e. vitaminc. iron. vitaminb6. vitaminb2. vitaminb1. all of non-animal origin.

6:56:00 PM


her point of view;





*effects of boredom during chinese lessons :)

the feeling of satisfaction.
hurrying through last minute knicks and knacks of our geography project that's due in tmr.
finally a spark of excitement knowing i'll end in a tiny bit.
just abit of adding pictures here and there.
tapering down the paragraphs so it won't appear wordy.
i'd say 30 slides did me proud.
and all of a sudden, the FUGGIN' power supply to go off early on me.
not just the computer but the whole god damn house.
why oh why.
i was so caught there, LOST.
the first person that came to my mind was leonard.
i so had to buzz him and give him a peace of my mind.
i screamed at him the very minute he picked up my phone call.
poor baby :(
whats worst off is . .
my assignment hadn't been saved on the computer and ounces of effort and back aches were hindering me from re-doing everything.
cheese and rice!
at least when i rebooted my computer, 5 slides were left undiscarded.
ecks ecks.
but what's that compared to 30 over slides i ached on?
sheeshknackers.
but for the sake of everything, i continued.
my patience was so so running, low or high, i couldn't figure.
motivation went all down with the power supply.
didn't have dinner till nine :(
now i feel traumatised by assignments.
thinking of it puts me on a fearful end.
at least i've got my pharrell and ashton.
beats anything, anytime.


friendship is the golden thread that ties all hearts together

12:23:00 AM


her point of view;

Sunday, March 28, 2004


i'm in love.
i'm on cloud number nine.
i'm obsessed.
it's love at first sight.
i think i'm falling deep for ashton kutcher :)
fuggg.

10:43:00 PM


her point of view;



perfect.
almost perfect.
rice thingy?
tights?
flick my ear and see if i can feel it?
no heading home in a particular mode of transportation, the mrt?
sudden feelings of sorrow all becos' of one mistake?
whatever i want, you want?
cellulite seen on camera?
owing eighteen dollars?
LOLS.


1:40:00 AM


her point of view;

Friday, March 26, 2004


i'm lacking vcds.
it's vcd addiction season, i'm sorry if i can't help snapping them off the rack.
putting aside that, it's my tin-winky's birthday!
happy sixteen birthday rachel mak wan shi.
but you're nothing near sweet.
LOLS.
it's the first birthday gift she's ever received from me.
though it isn't something fancy and perhaps so near to dull, i tried?
it still has tigger on it right?
it's freaky friday alright.
firstly i topped up my bag the night before, with three packets of sour power meant to keep me awake during chemistry lessons.
on and on and on . . *
during assembly, there was the weirdest most awkward thing ever.
a dance.
not just ANY dance.
a maths dance?
can you picture that?
a dance on GEOMETRY?
gosh and get a grip.
thank hell it only took 45 mins of our time. * bad enough.
to top things up, it was the long awaited parents teacher conference.
wasn't THAT bad.
and no it wasn't long at all. * added sarcasms.
it was a whole 45 mins of nonstop yecking while i sat there in tears of yawns?
no, he wasn't complaining.
it was the speed of the talk.
i'd say 10 words per minute?
that's the exact rate i tell you.
to try to get the hint to both my mum and the teacher, i started packing my things.
so it looked rushy.
headed to holland village then after.
porridge was for lunch and eeeks!
there were like tiny lead sized gingers inside?
every bite was just so . . . ginger?
and i hired a few vcds.
guess i was rushing to quick that i didn't get the right ones.
ju-on, le' divorce and uptown girls.
now i just wished i'd taken white oleander?
something different for a change right?
oh hecks.
whilst walking after, we hit my sister.
sitting down with her friends and it was obvious she'd just finish a cigg.
oh c'mon?
mummy has allowed it so far.
we girls, old and young, had a real heart to heart talk.
words that weren't supposed to be used, were used.
it was totally silly :)
much enjoyed day after all.
i'm off.

azzzzzzy*: hey you. how dare you. how dare you love the guy. how about us? don't you feel a thing? this love better take it's toll on you or else . . commentless.

michhh*: sour power will be brought everyday of the week. so if you need a mouthful, look up for me :) oh and it'll be 2 bucks for rental of the biology ten year series. drop the cash into my locker :)



9:16:00 PM


her point of view;

Thursday, March 25, 2004




this picture speaks a thousand words.
unfortunately, i can't showcase all the pictures cos' i accidentally scanned oversize?
LOLS.
accounts lesson today was crazy.
i was getting all comfortable with the topic.
so i felt pretty much awakened.
later after school, we met azy mich and sammy for lunch at far east.
after much digesting and gossipping we headed to take the featured neoprint and that alone speaks a thousand words.
the cab ride home; excrutiatingly talkative.
so this is how it started.
we got on to the cab and though the driver was pretty talkative, i can't deny that he was being nice in a way.
all cheery no matter what?
but abit over i'd say?

driver: "hello and welcome to my cab!"
girls: "heys. could we head to two places? first telok blangah heights then to normanton after."
driver: " oh sure! four places will do too!"
girls : " erms . . alrights then."


i shan't continue anymore. it just totally goes on from there.
anyhows thanks to my four sweet chics.
anyhows whilst walking this is my conclusion i've come up with.
*one: michelle looks gorgeously cute in her bagpack and her little pony tail. she looks like something from primary school.
*two: sammy is just killingly adorable. little doll.
*three: azy is just the bomb. the BOMB. don't mess.
*four: poor victim i'm trying to save. hang on tight :)
these four make the perfect girl group.

accident of the month: erics fractured leg. poor baby :) fix up soon.

6:12:00 PM


her point of view;

Wednesday, March 24, 2004


today's wednesday.
wasn't as bad as i expected it to be?
usually on my schedule, wednesdays are darn the worst.
time flew past quick and in a snap . . i'm home.
and i'm off to sleep.
out.
leaving you with my set of lyrics from my song of the season.

all the guys would say she's mighty fine
but mighty fine only got you somewhere half the time
and the other half either got you cussed out, or coming up short
yeah, now dig this, now even though
you need a golden calculator to divide
the time it took to look inside and realize
that real guys go for real down to mars girls, yeah!

i know you'd like to think yo' shit don't stank
but lean a lil bit closer see
roses really smell like boo boo boo
yeah, roses really smell like boo boo boo

she's the reason for the word "bitch"
i hope she's speeding on the way to the club
trying to hurry up and get to a balla
or singer or somebody like that
and try to put her makeup on in the mirror
and crash, crash, crash . . . into a ditch
just playin'
she needs a golden calculator to divide
the time it takes to look inside and realize
that real guys go for real down to mars girls!

crazy bitch
bitch
crazy bitch
stupid ass bitch
crazy bitch
old punk ass bitch
crazy bitch
old dumbass bitch
crazy bitch
a bitch's bitch
crazy bitch
just a bitch

she's the bitch.


4:49:00 PM


her point of view;

Monday, March 22, 2004


superficial behaviour. superficiality

i am not saying i don't bitch.
i do and i'm sure everyone does.
those who claim they don't, you gotta go see a psychologist some time soon.
i'll call it opinions.
everyone has their opinions whether negative or however positive?
firstly, i'm aware and it's far too +obvious+
you woke up on the wrong side and needa straighten out for a minute.
you're putting too much of an act, putting up a beautiful facade.
whatever you thought and spouted around, it's false.
yes, everyone makes mistakes and everyone has their little dents.
i've mine and you have yours.
so why don't you spill that can of beans?

aside from that, the sky is so gorgeous.
pink. it's tickled pink.
why can't friendships blossom that pretty?
ponders*.

azy* - hey enzyme. sorry i couldn't get online when you asked me to earlier on. i was out with my sister and i couldn't rush home quick. i decided to take the BUS! and tell me about it, it was ABSOLUTELY ghastly. totally. so your uterine lining is being slothed away? no worries! get the clara tampon. great absorption anytime.

andreana* - miss aswj. the sudden stalker on my tagboard. grrr! anyways i've got a few recipes and types of food you wanted to know for your fnn? wells since i was thinking you wanted a recipe for pregnant woman and i was thinking myself as being pregnant and what i wanted to be fed, i thought of deep fried foods, oil based and superly spicy. after all, my child will be hungry right? i gotta end up feeding both! so heavy meals will do great :)






8:42:00 PM


her point of view;

Sunday, March 21, 2004


underlying.

9:47:00 PM


her point of view;



everything's down.
it's pouring outside.
girls are rushing to complete last minute holiday assignments.
grrr with me, anyone?

to that girl*, can't fight the feeling?
that feeling you felt, it's just an emotion that is part and parcel of being human.
you are probably encountering major transitions in life which may involve you facing new uncertainties.
look, you don't always need her/him to live fruitfully?
i don't like to see you in a blunder.
and do my a favour huns, don't wallow in self-pity and negative thoughts and do things that are so far out.
don't sink into yourself and worst off, sponge yourself with problems.
talk about it to someone.
cheer up girl.
and i don't like that display picture in your blog.
you've got me and that racist fella*.



6:32:00 PM


her point of view;





totally unexplainable.
cabbed down to town to meet michelle and i was so darn late. sorry girl?
did a little liquor hunting at the duty free and isetan but no sign of midori watermelon?
whilst waiting for miss oh-so-late, we did abit of looking.
looked into mango and for a place to have dinner at.
we waited perhaps a few era's to go by before azy came along.
three of us decided to catch a movie and we got tickets to ' the eye two '
so we had ample time to goggle down dinner.
as you can see, we had our horrible yet good dinner at pasta fresca.
two words to describe.
daylight robbery.
did you ever know that you pay for pasta and it's sauce separately?
cause we didn't know that until the bill totalled up.
the pasta alone cost us six bucks and let alone the sauce which was another additional ten bucks.
it totally depended on what base you were choosing and the kind of pasta?
we were so caught UNAWARE.
ughughugh.
so we tried settling down and not thinking about it with our movie that came after dinner.
it's totally hillarious to catch two different emotions during a horror flick.
azy on my right was screaming frantically into my ears every now and then but managed to sober down after abit.
michelle on my left was more calm and watched silently.
and me just covering my ears and eyes whenever it felt like horror was coming.
anyhows, we rate that movie a 1*.
sad to say that story has a horror slash sad ending?
the faint hearted should catch this flick.
after the movie, we walked around aimlessly.
our whole point was to find a place to chill and have ice cream and fries but i guess everything was closing at that time.
so we did what we had to do.
head home.
heading home was another story.
reliving our childhood past, we played scissors paper stone* as to see who gets to take the first cab.
me first.
michelle second.
azy third.
so thats' that.
i'm out.

i'm having confusions over you*

azy*enzyme: don't you think buttercup cafe IS sucks? me and michelle think IS sucks too. we dig it

hot motel
stuffy incide
i know well
this eleven walls
hot black tar
i tan my legs
rest my heart
and dream of the city
magazine and diet coke
i'm not a joke
this is me
damaged leg
heavy cart
plastic cups
linen mart
rock garden
where i used to play
people stare
part of their day
coffee break
lunch at noon
pumpernickel steak
green and orange room
done my list
i make my way
to help my mother
end her day
fresh cut grass
parking lot
we roll on out
we got a lot
we're on our way
roll the windows down
and scream out loud
we're tired now
take it home
stop on the way
to the bakery
for some fruit and cake
home i lay
after a shower clean
i hit my head
and i dream








1:03:00 AM


her point of view;

Saturday, March 20, 2004




this is my ' gay - straight man ' i sketched.
he's the modern man of today with a healthy interest in things female and male.
he's straight and not opposed to taking the pains to keep himself looking and feeling good.
lols.
where you can find him: he works out regularly but isn't opposed to attending a yoga class?
he cuts his hair at toni & guy and makes regular visits for a beauty treatment depending on his mood.
he knows all the latest shopping haunts and drags you with him for a shop.
a discerning drinker, he likes his drink du jour at watering holes like embargo or a bottle by the beach.
and he will not be opposed to dancing the night away at events like MOS or zouk out.
he enjoys cooking and shops at gourmet outlets.

halts*, wait. this is not my kind.
i need an intellectual artsy man.
how about that?
LOLS.



1:33:00 AM


her point of view;

Friday, March 19, 2004


tickled pink by: try - nelly furtado.

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.
or however you spell it.
whatever so, i'm tickled pink.
everything went butter.
pretty was the haircut.
oogggly gooogly was the girl straining every bit of oil from her fishcake with a piece of tissue.
hillarious was the guy who sudden lost his balance and fell before getting off the escalator for no apparent reason.
no laxative effects was what i didn't get from goggling down two tubes of mentos.
spoiler was when we lined up and was told there were no seats left to freak her* out with the eye.
picture un-perfect is what happened when inpatient neoprint machines rush you.
relaxing did it good while we snaggered at everybody, sipping raspberry juice and chocobits with a puff for her*.
spicy was our theme for dinner. two bowls of tom yum soup and chicken with basil leaves.
resist is something anyone can't do.
gees is the word to describe a waiter who takes three bowls on your table and takes it off onto his tray, walks a round and returns it to the other side of the table?
and lastly spactacular was the company.
it felt almost perfect`.

all of the moments that already passed
we'll try to go back and make them last
all of the things we want each other to be
we never will be
and that's wonderful, and that's life
and that's you, baby
this is me, baby
and we are, we are, we are, we are
free
in our love
we are free in our love . . . *





miss oh-so-late and miss blocked-nose: spicy it was, gossip was great, thighs were bulging, everything was perfect. when's the next round?

antriksh: *meditates* the cap. the cap. the cap. the cap. the cap. *ends meditations*



1:36:00 AM


her point of view;

Thursday, March 18, 2004


i cannot live a day without my . . .
l'oreal hydrafresh foaming gel. period.


so you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
does it make it any better?
and the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.
so this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.



12:28:00 AM


her point of view;

Wednesday, March 17, 2004


ear-snatching: usher ft. ludacris - yeah.

the a - z's of shopping.

achy. bashful. captivating. delirious. efferverscent. frazzled. girly. hella good. illuminated. jiggy. kinky. longing. megalomaniacal. nifty. obsessed. pressured. quixotic. rejuvenated. smitten. tickled pink. upbeat. vicious. whimsical. yummy. zonked :)





1:27:00 AM


her point of view;

Tuesday, March 16, 2004


moving to the beats of: i believe - yolanda adams*.

it's the first day of the one week break.
check check.
don't you hate it when people with hectic and hassle-not-free lives, just leave you!
look at this jan for a living example.
he's so perfect.
good looks.
a brain to want.
he's the +man+.
apart from that, he goes to paris during the one week break.
now i tried to knock some sense to him that going there is such a woah!
but not to him i think.
this is his remarks:' paris is damn cold and damn dirty. '
has he ever seen the romantismy parts yet?
well take me then jan.
it'll be a pleasure alrights.
so putting aside the thoughts of paris i had better things today.
delicious.
shoppping shopping shopping and more window shopping.
seems like i was trying more things than actually getting them out of the shop with me.
we actually went visiting of shops.
i've already got my eye on pretty much +alot+ of things.
we started at the real brandy shops.
the kind where i'd never be able to afford [perhaps not for now].
there were brands glittering all over.
let me shoot a few ya.
coach, fendi, tiffany and co., cartier, gucci, dior, burberry, mont blanc, polo ralph, prada, louis vuitton and every single itemised thing you could see.
it was a rainbow!
from a - z, we were laying our hands on practically everything.
bags and more bags, diamonised items and just every single thing a girl could ever want.
it was clearly, +heaven+.
later, it was down to the slightly more affordable goods.
mango, zara and topshop last.
i got this black wrist band with diamondy thingies and a black/white top from zara.
nothing from mango cos' i've still not found my match.
LOLS.
i managed to get a little needy shopping too.
figure that i needed to change my facial.
so i picked l'oreal hydrafresh.
it's like so multi-everything!
anyways i'm sure to go more shopping this weeeek.
it just relaxes me alright.
i've come to a little conclusion otherwise, shopping clears the girls' problems of cramps.
enough of my bullcrapping.
i need my beauty sleep nows :)
nightsnightsnights.
and say goodbye to my mensus in two days!

12:15:00 AM


her point of view;

Monday, March 15, 2004


moving to the beats of: cling-clangings of my fan.

ugh ugh ugh.
i spent my whole afternoon and half my evening trying to get it revamped.
so i did get it done abit.
i'm still left with drips and draps.
seems the pictures are too blurred out and everything seems so wordy.
i'll do the less revampings tomorrow.
sigh*.
i've yet to still add the remainders of whatever snapshots i have to my photo album.
abit more zoom zoom into the pictures.
cut off abit of words and tapering everything and it'll be all just fine.
what didn't help more was my menstruation.
not trying to be too biological here but i'm seriously having unintended parties in me.
my ovaries are conjoining with my uterine lining and are having a helluva time.
ouch*.
anyhows, it's so late and thinking there's no school tmr and the rest of thee week, i guess i'll be lazing and around, shopping and STUDYING.
+studying+
i must must must be doing that.
oh, and get on with the geography project too.
i'm just piled up heavily.
off to my beauty sleep nows :)


12:17:00 AM


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