Tuesday, September 28, 2004
this is time consuming but oh hell with it, i need to do this.
appreciates shuyu shuwen janet rachel everina munyoke neng everina dianna denise evan farhan ramdan justin ali mark iqbal eric hayley chieh leonard matthew antriksh gen gwen keith kenneth lutfi maysi etcetcetc; for the birthday wishes and late night messages.
apologies to those i miss out but you're still appreciated!
appreciates dd saran viviane anonymous; for a one day experience in ngee an polytechnic's hip canteen one.
appreciates everina; thai express and cup loads of pepper chicken sausages and retail therapy.
appreciates gwen; for all your efforts.
i've never been treated in such a way ever.
nothing can express how thankful i am.
you should know by the weirdweirdweird reaction last night.
speechless and verbal violence.
i was about to sleep when i got a call from her.
unknowingly, i picked up and said i'd return her call back after i was done with a previous one.
little did i know, she had something sneaky up her sleeves at that uber late hour.
it was already twelve midnight.
i wouldn't have thought daisies and lillies that she'd be surprising me.
at twelve sharp, she text me to look out of my window.
guess what; large 'happy birthday' gothic fonts on black and white pieces were lying neatly on the floor.
i was so elated elated elated and i just didn't know what to feel.
i ran down and not caring what i wore, i forgot my bra.
frantically trying to find gwen and yes, she had my favourite apple cheesecake in her hand.
i am the happiest girl alive, really.
thankyouthankyouthankyou so much.
i heart everyone
9:12:00 PM
her point of view;
Sunday, September 26, 2004
" a picture speaks thousand words . . . "
my pre-birthday outing.
//uploaded pictures under photoclique.
1:55:00 AM
her point of view;
Thursday, September 23, 2004
mind me, this is not a favour.
it's a prettty demand.
firstly, get my picture of your display in your modblog.
secondly, i don't want your daily sms-es filling my inbox.
i don't need to hear your little excuses as to why you're messaging me.
i'm simply not interested.
and if you can't help but see my name registered in your phonebook while you scroll downwards, then do yourself a favour; discard my number.
simple as that.
it takes a click or two before it gets drained away.
or perhaps if you're finding difficulty in such an easy task, i'm here on standby.
i apologise; i am feeling snappish.
as for her; i asked countless times and where was my answer?
OH HELL WITH EVERYONE; really.
6:23:00 PM
her point of view;
Monday, September 20, 2004
i'm hanging on a string.
issues which are controllable seem to suddenly be out of reach.
be it mugging or being on a natural high; love.
my top priority has to come first; mugmugmug.
others come after the eleventh of october, really.
my major part of life is just two weeks from now and i can't seem to settle down yet.
AH, face up to reality!
i've two weeks to buck up.
alright, maybe deduct a few days for birthday celebrations and the upcoming weekends which are off-days for me.
still, i need to punch an hour everyday for a subject.
dangdangdang.
as for love, that can wait.
the past; it won't surface again.
reinvigorated relationships seem perplexing.
i can't keep up to him.
i apologise.
the next rendezvous is next month; i feel inpatient and stupid.
ohcowsandmilk.
i need a vacation!
new york, anyone?
can't you see i want you
by the way i push you away
yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm actin' today
mix the words up with the actions
do it all for your reaction, yeah
hey, hey, get tangled up in me
you wanna know more, more, more about me
gotta know reverse psychology
5:38:00 PM
her point of view;
Saturday, September 18, 2004
pool at monstercue; the terminal; lutfi; gen xian; lunched at yoshi; dinner at fareast; got bullied; lion or tiger?; got kicked by fi; tried pickpocketing gen; cross-finger joke; i like it all
clueless; pessimistic; lost; ecstactic; confused; in-love
doesn't matter.
11:16:00 PM
her point of view;
Friday, September 17, 2004
and once again i've self proclaimed a holiday.
including a quarter of my class [?]
after much time, it can get really really really dreadful confining myself at home.
no ardous/monotonous/tedious physical education lessons,
no dragging/vexing/life-less geography lessons,
no fuck/fuck/fuck social studies lessons.
seventeen days till the major examinations and i've not done a tittle of mugging.
it's two weeks and threee days to be exact.
i've been tied down with white lies, prolonged messaging, late night booty calls and glueing myself onto the computer.
i feel terribly life-less to do anything that mentions mugging.
my life long dream; to be a taitai.
spas, retail therapy, girl-nights out, manicures and pedicures, facials, gorgeous and wealthy husbands, excellent dining, sexy cars, a preetty preety shelter over my head and luxury goods :)
all too superficial but who would deny wanting this.
right xian?
alright, the much hated time.
mugging!
taitais' still need to be knowledgable and well-informed.
absorption time.
lovelovelove.
11:23:00 AM
her point of view;
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
monk/dick/bugger/shao lin/damn damn damn damn not thick-skinned/my ego/gen xian!
you better appreciate.
URH;
xian has microscopic cracks that makes life not appear dull nor rough.
a complex of intelligent agents and cocky jokes, he has natural strengtheners that fill these cracks in your life to restore bliss and strengthens.
the result?
a cheerful life with 60% less depression from external agressions.
directions;
for best results, massage gently for a revitalised feeling and leave for 1-2 minutes.
rinse thoroughly.
[do not leave for more than 2 minutes, as it may cause damages!]
up yours xian!
and here's a face of a gen xian, a loser.
LOL.
4:09:00 PM
her point of view;
Sunday, September 12, 2004
it's an obstacle to take and risk, to end up being ecstatic all over.
hiderances would be a common sight.
for or against?
dream: a stream of thoughts and images in sleep; a day-dreaming state, a reverie; an ambition; an ideal.
11:20:00 PM
her point of view;
Friday, September 10, 2004
HAHA, don't ask.
this is how dead we can be during the one-week september term break.
and so i can't get to sleep.
not even a tiny tinch of nap/rest.
it's the third day i've been up hogging the computer to play the sims.
ok, to be exact it's two days since i've added the patches.
and hey, i'm lagged and off and outdated.
afterall, it's the term break and my week's papers are over.
cheap thrills.
and if you didn't know:
you could adopt pets be it domestic animals or reptiles
sleep on an awesome vibrating bed which allows naked naps
have a rock on' party
go to the mall or beach
flirt kiss hug insult, etc
call the beaus
take a cab with your love one
visit neighbours who can be bitches
alright, you can do everything and anything.
on my part, i've been constantly forcing flirts.
my relationship bar has reached its optimum.
all i hope for, a baby.
woah-oah.
love, i need to nap.
2:20:00 AM
her point of view;
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
24 hours ago or so, i was;
/sitting for my N'level chinese written papers and listening comprehension.
/at a study session with joleen at harbourfront when social and math turned into what i called a criticise session on lians.
/indulging in my all-time favourite, spicy chicken pasta.
/mugging only a chapter for my social paper.
/negligent and left behind my IC and entry proof.
a few hours ago, i was;
/sitting for yet another N' level paper which was a catastrophe, my social.
/out with superdupers.
/in the cinema watching open waters and then finding myself yet again in dejavu watching cinderella story.
/not so hungry as compared to other days.
/sustaining butt cramps.
/playing the sims!
/reminiscing on something so wrong.
so that's my day for you on a blog platter.
serve yourself.
6:19:00 PM
her point of view;
Sunday, September 05, 2004
bugger, i swear.
it's only the wee hours of the afternoon and i'm already up.
it's unlike me to get up at ten-ish on a sunday morning.
and due to this early waking, i'll be off with my father in an hour to buy back lunch for the fams.
and it's to my advantage cos' i get to pick; chicken porridge and a side of dumplings.
HAHA, i'm ecstatic.
yesterday was somewhat different from my normal sundays.
this was quite abnormal since i was hanging around little girls of the primary school age.
yes, janet's little sisters of 4 [?]
just to round it up, it's a total of 6.
part of our day was spent playing the game of life, which in the end i enjoyed to bits since i was the winner and the millionaire.
alright, so i didn't get any opportunities of having children on the way throughtout the game while the rest did, but i emerged millionaire.
good enough for me.
after the whole successful game, it was dinner.
steamboat :)
followed by ice cream.
it was just magfabulous.
reached home before eleven and i only spent little cash.
so now i'm left with a textbook of social to study and way way way after the studying process, i'm going to try out my daddy's new omron blood pressure set :)
it's the coolest i swear.
love.
/N's chinese writing paper and listening up tomorrow
/N's social paper up on tuesday
/Her birthday up this month, 28th
10:50:00 AM
her point of view;
Friday, September 03, 2004
my three quarter's of a weeks' overview;
declared myself a break on monday by staying home instead of attending school.
i call it de-stress monday.
teacher's day on tuesday which allowed us anything but a uniform.
i still think i dressed appropriately even though it was denim shorts and a tee with my pretty sneakers :)
after the event followed on with a movie and to rachel's crib.
i must have lost a few grams at least since we played blind mice.
then wednesday was stay home again to try to scrutinize my textbooks which only 10% probably worked out.
thursday was back to school and it wasn't all that bad.
no prelim results were handed out accept for accounts which i didn't quite get back due to my absense on monday.
the results as well as the lunch was magfabulous.
today was anothered rendered holiday for me.
i stayed home and glued myself to the telly for the longest time.
now i'm up and i've realised i've had the longest time out of a break for this week.
to think i've my N' level chinese written paper and listening on monday and my social paper on tuesday, i'm not feeling any bit enlightened.
my prelims just bypassed and it's not say i did colourful rainbows for my social.
dang; i need focus these three days.
i'm ready, i'm set and i'm not going : (
for now, it's rest and town tomorrow and study study study on sunday continuous till tuesday.
toots and hoots!
so i feel green; enjoy
11:53:00 PM
her point of view;
